Last Year in My family

I think the roughest year of my life was 2013. I was getting ready for graduation from school, I had 3 tutors and each of them demanded the best of me. It was hard, because my life was really messed up. I had huge problems at home, because of parents’ divorce.

It wasn’t the splitting up that was hard for me, but the endless fights at home. The fights started in 2012, but divorce was final in January, 2013. My dad went to live with his mother and my brother and I stayed at home. This feelings were blocked from me for half year, but now I feel like I’m still stuck there in 2013 and watching my parents fighting again.

My dad is a great man. Despite the debts, he managed to feed us. We have a great relationship and I think half of the pain from divorce was, because my dad was really hurt and I couldn’t see him that way. Other than the divorce, he was fired from the jobs that he adored. So, it was awful year for us.

My mom… What can I say? I’m usually angry at her. We get along only because we are females and I like making jewelry, so her opinion is important for me. She just started working and I think we’ll get along from now.

I spend half a week in my dad’s house and the other half at mom’s. It’s hard moving from one house to another, but I love spending time with my father. He gets my opinions and respects them.

Whole 2013 was like – “What is your mother doing? Fuck her. Is she with her friends? Okay, so I’m going to stalk her”. Okay, that’s a joke, but believe me, it was harder than you could imagine. If they were talking on the phone, It wasn’t really a talk, It was like screaming and “you are a dick”, “no, you are a motherfucker”, “fuck you!” and so on. Getting in the middle wasn’t an option, because my brother and I couldn’t calm them down.

Now everything is improving. Both of my parents are working and living their lives with us.

Still, I’m concerned about my brother, he is only 16 and I know how previous year stressed him. He doesn’t really talk to us, even me, who can understand him completely.


Too Complicated First Post

Beginning something is always hard, no matter if it is just new blog or new chapter of your life.

I’ve been thinking about this post for couple of days and finally I have an inspiration.

Firstly, I’m TV show maniac. For four years I have watched more TV shows than anyone can imagine. My inspiration is Sex and the City. I’m 18-year-old Georgian girl and it’s logical to be inspired by something that is shameful to talk about in your city. It’s funny that i’m smoking now (You’ll get this, if you have seen even one episode of Sex and the City).

My relationships are always too complicated. For 4 years of dating experience, in my opinion, no one was my “soulmate”. I mean if I liked a boy, he didn’t. If I was not serious in a relationship, he was and so on. But the hardest relationship that I have ever had is now, but I will talk about this in details in future posts, because there is too much to write about.

Many people tell me that I’m not typical Georgian girl, because of my mentality. To be honest, I like what they tell me. Who wouldn’t like to be called original?

I’m a future psychologist. I like to observe people and I think I’ll be best in my profession. Also, knowing half of the city and blogging for 4 years have helped me in getting to know how people’s minds work.

So, what can I say in the first post?

I like watching football, rock music, hanging out at home with friends and relaxing with a cup of coffee and a cigarette.

In conclusion, my life is full of stories that I can’t write about in Georgian. So, I think this blog will be interesting and successful.

Welcome guys! I’m excited to write for you.